i'm a wreck. in total limbo. i need rescuing. nothing to say.

i'm trying to find some way that i can talk to you but there's nothing i can do. sigh. you don't care about me anyhow so there's nothing left to say.


though i played tennis pretty well yesterday, just returning well and getting a nice srtoke on the ball. gp paper was quite good and i was super on-form and hyper and later on i was so hyper after lit it was nice but that's that and it degenerated into this mess after that. a spinning insect, without a sense of life.