well well it's been quite a long time since i've last posted, and really Nat just reminded me of it. the lung rubbish is bugging me again, and perhaps i should be taking more inhaled shots instead of trying to preserve my $12 on the ventolin. ah well. hope i get better. today's GP was pretty good, and yesterday's econs S was passable, all thanks to God. i went to prayer meeting today and it was quite useful. Dear Lord please send revival to my church and to my heart also. We need to reorder our priorities. loving You should be the sole purpose of our existence. In worship, and really nothing else. but how often i forget it all! how often i forget it all! how am i to humble myself, and say that i am worth nothing, i am not worth saving, i was cast in sin, and all that? i keep forgetting! i should not i should not. It is not our works at all, we are all sinners, we are down there, You are up there, and it's only by Your grace, so i thank You.

Last friday was quite interesting, going out with my old friends, which was rather nice. i watched the pianist with my classmates, which i found rather good actually. Adrien Brody was pretty cool, seriously, although my eyes were really out of sync due to some problems with my glasses, so i couldn't really appreciate the full power of his emotions. it was really subtle, and it just showed the strength and passion of the Polish people, the resistance, and the ghetto really looked so Polish. haha. well. at night daredevil was really miles apart. american in all its in-your-face glory.just like spiderman. we tried to find a place to play pool, to no avail, but just talking was nice. quite nice, really. although it was just a bit.

ah well. i'm going to sleep now, the holidays are coming, and after that are the common tests. there is no more use in writing songs and all, i wanna live my life.