sigh waiting for her to reply to my email.

argh. maybe she doesn't really want to talk?

dont blame her anyhow.

Jesus must lead

I have been really stupid doing all this by myself . The song Jesus take the wheel is so important that in everything I gotta let Jesus lead. Why always try to meddle with his perfect plan that he's doing in your life ? With him the more you do sometimes the worse it gets the thing you need to do is to let him take over. Reminds me of the disciples at the storm when the lord calmed the storm. I need him to do it.

If you are reading this i am sorry and I can't say it enough and it may seem like only words but I will prove it to you what I told you, with Jesus's help. I wil wait for you, promise.