I write music to glorify Christ Jesus - this must be my main aim; it is an imperative (okay i've been reading too much of Kant).

But why? Because we were created to give Him glory.

So

"Still madly in love" is for Jesus Christ and His Glory

"Autumn" is for Jesus Christ and His Glory

So are all the other songs. All the songs.

The Westminster confession is right; we are created for the glory of GOD and our aim is to give Him glory.

May all glory be to the Lord Jesus (whom i still love)

My motto for life: To love my Lord Jesus Christ my Lord and Saviour and Friend, in the midst of deepest suffering, despite deepest suffering, despite all enemies fighting me, to still love Him.

the Lord works in ways that are not mine.

Oh Lord in Heaven let me be more willing to yield / acquiesce to Your ways instead of clinging on stubbornly to mine!

The emotional me is the real me actually; the rational logical me, is really not me.

thanks.

but it's okay to be emotional, even in law school.

i just have to be comfortable about who i am; emotional, unstable, up and down, intense feeling, INFP. Even though it may lead to many people judging me, who cares; i must be happy about who i am, about who God has made me.

and that he made me good. (an emotional)

feeling damn emo now;

i know it's technically my fault but emotionally i don't feel like it's my fault even though i know (if i want to be good) that i should feel that it's my fault but my soul is weak; but the Lord has forgiven me i better start forgiving; but UGH its really not my fault.

seriously, doing so much for law iv - but after a while everyone forgets me.

fine - i guess you all are sick of it - i'm sick of it too - maybe u are sick of me.

fine.

regina spektor is cool - i HEART "fidelity", and "us" - they are awesomely cool songs.

and there's no way i can find any sort of soulmate/gf right now; she'd have to read me intuitively. and know how i'm feeling; there are some girls who are uncanny at this. i used to be able to read some people like an open book; but no one really can read me eh. my mum can. but only her. everyone else i have to explain how i'm feeling; look friends look and listen with your heart, not with your earss..

sigh

everyone is too logical.

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