God, you're my Heavenly Father. I proclaim that You are full of love. you're a loving God. you want the best for me, and if the best for me is to follow you because you're my Creator and you know my purpose, then what am i doing living for myself? argh. follow You! follow You! let me follow You because You love me. outta love. i have to have a fresh start. a fresh perspective. enough of these up-and-down days of wondering what it's all about and all that. a new start. a new start. everytime we have new starts. i gotta know where i'm going, what my purpose is, my direction, instead of just floating in space. it's too confusing this way. once i know my purpose i'd be more grounded and i'd be more effective for You O Lord. Thank You for the messages shared today at prayer meeting. how we are to be planted as trees near streams of living water where the roots grow deep. how we all have a purpose and we are to seek what God wants for our lives and follow that. have faith. love.


many times we get distracted and we run far away from that stream. but then coming back is difficult and painful. you have to uproot (literally). so please, stop running away from the stream. stay there. it's better there.

so help me to have a fresh start! lead me in the paths of righteousness!