So, well, praise God, the results were fine. 4 As, Merit for Econs S, and A2 for GP. pretty credible results, i must say,. Even though it wasn't a distinction, even though i'm only like 250 odd on the RJ list, it was about what i deserved. so there, i'm happy.

Seeing everyone back in school was quite an experience. Seeing people that were last seen on prom night, and how they've changed so much, even physically. jerald no longer looks patsy anymore. And for a while all that nervous energy resulted in a stoned me, looking around, waiting to be entered into conversation. It took a while for me to evolve from my docile, army-day-dream self back into this extroverted, full-of-personality individual that people who knew me back from the old days remember me as. Those old days when I was quite the life of the bunch. Those old days when people laughed at my jokes and I'd dominate conversation.

But that simply gave way to shyness and modesty, trying not to dominate, trying to make sure everyone's feelings were accomodated. Sometimes i think that's just useless. maybe people prefer me to be extroverted, out of point, cornily funny, intellectually off, rather than be calculated and cool. oh well. let's shock them again. Let's smile and show them my teeth again.

=)
GRINS...

BIG GRIN.

BIGGER GRIN!

Tomorrow is THE DAY. Tomorrow is the day when two years of my life will be, justified, or wasted. Either way, it will be an occassion to remember.
I pray that the results will be fine, I'll get what I deserve, and Lord please be gracious and merciful. Because, well, the As one of the greatest milestones in one's academic career. So please help me God.

SIGH. I pray I'll be fine. I'll be ecstastic with 4 As. Let's see what happens

Thank you Lord (even if I dont get 4 As, even if there are lots of Bs). All part of the plan anyway.

I just realised somehow that really it's all part of His plan.