Thursday, April 12, 2012

taken from kristine's blog: 

THE SHORTEST DISTANCE BETWEEN TWO POINTS
Teach me your way, O Lord,
and lead me on a level path
because of my enemies.

Psalm 27: 11
My dad was the guru of shortcuts. He lived on an endles quest for the shortest route to all the places to which he regularly drove. My mom used to kid my dad that most of his shortcuts were in fact “longcuts.” In his search for the shortest distance to wherever, my dad would say again and again, “The shortest distance between two points is a straight line.”
The life to which God has called us is the ultimate straight line. This line starts with dead rebels and ends with people alive and reformed into the likeness of God’s Son. The problem is that our living is seldom a straight line. We all take daily detours of thought and desire that move us off the straight path that God has placed us on by his grace. He has redeemed us from the jungle of our rebellion, lust, autonomy, foolishness, and self-focus and placed us on the narrow pathway of His Son. The problem is that we all tend to get tricked into taking detours that get us off God’s path and into trouble.
Our problem is twofold. First, we get diverted because we are impatient. The trip to where God is taking us is not an event; it’s a process. And the process isn’t easy. God’s road takes us through the heat of the sun, through storms and cold, through the dark of night, through loneliness and confusion. So, we get tired and impatient and begin to convince ourselves that there is a better way. But that isn’t all.
We get diverted because we are disloyal. Our hearts aren’t yet fully committed to God’s glory and his kingdom. We are still attracted to the shadow glories of creation, and we still carry around in us allegiance to the small-agenda purposes of the kingdom of self. So in our impatience and disloyalty we see pathways that appear easier and more comfortable, but they only ever lead to danger.
There is no time when this temptation is more powerful that when we are facing difficulty. This is exactly what the verse we are considering recognizes. When you are being hammered by the enemy, it’s very tempting to debate within yourself as to whether God’s way is the best way. It starts with bad attitudes. Perhaps you begin to doubt God, doubt his goodness, and question his love. Perhaps you give way to anger, impatience, and irritation. Or maybe you begin to allow yourself to envy. You wonder why the guy next to you has such an easy life, when yours is so hard.
These bad attitudes lead to bad habits. You quit praying because you reason that it doesn’t seem to be doing any good. You stop reading your Bible because those promises don’t seem to be coming true in your life. You quit attending your small group because you can’t stand to hear the stories of God’s love that others share, when your life is so hard. You even begin to give yourself reasons for missing the Sunday worship service, reasons you once wouldn’t have given yourself. Before too long there is a coldness and distance in your reationship with God that would have shocked you in the early days of your faith. Your difficulty has deceived you into thinking that you have reason for wandering off God’s straight path, and your attitudes and habits have placed you on the dangerous side-paths of the kingdom of self.
Have you gotten off God’s straight path? Have you given yourself reason to take side-paths? How about praying, once again today, “Teach me your way, O Lord, and lead me on a level path”?
(Taken from Paul David Tripp’s A Shelter In The Time Of Storm)

Sunday, April 08, 2012

What's the point of being emo? It was your own fault

Beck - nobody's fault but my own

Just so wasted - what could have been, something beautiful.
If the Lord is in this and willing, he will write a beautiful symphony through this cacophony and I promise I won't try to mess it up this time
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life

It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
I took her for granted I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands


Now I've learnt, loves not possession
And I've learnt, love won't wait
Now I've learnt, love needs expression
But I learnt too late

Dedicated to that someone.

whatever you want

whatever you want.

deep down it's me that's the spoilt one.