Sunday, February 08, 2009

Is there more to life than just the physical?

I’m sure there is;
Why must you reduce my life to just the physical? What about my emotional needs? Mental needs? Spiritual needs?
is everything just pain and pleasure?
is everything benthamian?

i have needs too you know. to be included. to be special. to be valued.
and not respecting my opinions and my feelings at all is really not love, is it?
so what if you give me so many things?



on the other note, it was a great cell group. God has been really really good to me and I just want to follow His will. it's like this - if we really want to follow His will and be obedient and do what He wants us to do - then we wil be able to discern His will very clearly and accurately - and that's what I want, too. My life has been messed up as it is.
oh well.
the worship was great - i prayed that the worship would be good, and it was amazing how I was able to choose the right songs and actually select the songs and think of the order, even without reading the materials....hurhur......what happened was that God allowed me to choose the songs, plan the order, just the way the material set it out to be! in fact it was really very very miraculous. it's amazing how it all fits in together - so amazing. and it was amazing really.
God is real, amazing, and good - not just for today, but for tomorrow.

okay. so i'm going to note this here: God has been faithful in a) allowing me to choose the right songs, allowing me to lead the worship well, allowing us to praise Him in a wonderful way as a cell group, allowing us to be in His presence and gracing us with His presence - b) responding affirmatively to the prayer that I made.

my prayer life is in shambles, so i have to take down and note how God answers prayers so i will STOP DOUBTING THAT HE ANSWERS PRAYERS - HE DOES!
AND NOT JUST FOR NOW, BUT FOR TOMORROW!