you can't cheat God.

you can cheat man and pretend to be all nice when you are a scumbag inside.

I am not a nice person not one bit; I am too self absorbed and a lover of self.

God must help me..

you can't cheat God. you can cheat the world and men but God knows your heart. it is evil Shawn ? evil.

And you know what, only God through Christ can change my heart...

Come to think about it, I was a bad boyfriend.

Not very loving, not very kind; not very all-that things. Not self-sacrificial like Christ is sacrificial.

But Christ Jesus wants to save me, the most undeserving of sinners. It's amazing. And it calls me to give up myself for the sake of others.

learn to deal with being ignored.

time heals everything, waits for everything. and love waits. in haunted attics. sorry Radiohead. I guess I feel some shivers down my spine, literally. It's kind of cool this feeling - perpetually. And sometimes it creeps on you and you want to shout it out but then you can't, because it's too strong this feeling.

Feelings are easily manipulated. You can choose but you can't run from the power of emotions.

It's okay it reminds me of Phuket last year February 2012. It was an interesting time.

The problem with my brain is that it must learn to forget - to hold on to only the good things, and to let the bad thoughts go.

I need to guard myself against the evil one - and to PUT MY HELMET OF SALVATION ON - every Single Moment.

it's not perfect - of course - but it is the will of God. life doesn't have to be perfect for you to start living.

break the link between "salvation" and good or bad times. good times doesn't mean you're saved and bad times doesn't mean you're not saved.
you're saved, in the good or bad times.

amen.

may you

if they don't reply you on whatsapp, IT'S OKAY. THEY'RE NOT YOUR MUMMY.

Stop taking those people who love you for granted, and don't try to win those people over who don't love you - you're not the orchestrator or conductor of the universe. It isn't this way.

May you, Shawn Poon's heart, love and cherish every single person on this Earth as precious and loved by God.
May you, Shawn Poon's heart, not be crushed by thorns of this evil world.
May you, Shawn Poon's heart, cherish others as you are cherished by God.
May you, Shawn Poon's heart, be a conduit of love from God to this world.
May you, Shawn Poon's heart, love, nakedly, freely.