Saturday, August 20, 2005

In this life there's only one thing you can take with you, and that's, for me, the Lord Jesus. He's everything to me. I'm realising that hey I can't take anything else with me. i'm just too weak. too lousy. too frail. saying the wrong things at the wrong times. because of the wrong attitudes. sigh. it's bad it's hard.

Friday, August 19, 2005

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Shawn
2. Spoon
3. Poon (+at)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Ceadsearc
2. Shawnerie
3. lalaz

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Brain
2. Fingers
3. Nose

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Skin
2. Fats (around the waist)
3. Eyes

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. God
2. Music
3. Reticence

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. The unknown and nebulous
2. Aggressive achievement-oriented people
3. The unseen evil

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. God/Jesus
2. Music
3. MSN

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

aiya who cares.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Cranberries
2. Hillsongs
3. Miles Davis
4. Silje Nergaard/Bebel Gilberto ( i cant' decide really)
5. Eva Cassidy

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (ONLY THREE!!!?? HMM LETS MAKE IT TEN)
1. Summertime (Ella Fitzgerald)
2. Autumn Leaves (Eva Cassidy's version rocks)
3. Have I Told You Lately (Van Morisson)
4. Moon River
5. You're Beautiful (James Blunt)
6. Knowing You (Graham Kendrick)
7. So Nice (Stacey Kent, Astrud Gilberto, Bebel Gilberto)
8. Bewitched, Bothered, Bewildered (i like the Silje Nergaard version)
9. Ai Heng Jian Dan / Pu Tong Peng You (David Tao)
10. my own songs! lol.


THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. God
2. Chemistry
3. Love/Faithfulness

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I failed my basic theory driving test two times
2. I've run into a beehive before
3. I haven't stepped into a club all year (2005)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1.Eyes
2. Intelligence
3.Warmth

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Daydreaming in bed. sleeping. just lazing in bed. you get the idea
2. Playing music/jamming
3. Playing tennis

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Talk to someone new on MSN
2. Sleep
3. Drink Vodka

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. Lawyer
2. Busker
3. Counsellor
4. Architect

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Vienna
2. Paris
3. Any carribean island eg. Aruba


THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I eat a lot. A lot.
2. I do have a libido
3. Football and beer go down well with me (feel like havign vodka now, i told u)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. Rather give in than confront. particularly with other boys.
2. Can't decide what I want to eat, or buy, or do
3. I hate insensitive jerks

Monday, August 15, 2005

Some interesting revelations which are already known but which struck me so hard today.

1. It's all about God- Jesus. it's not about me, nor about my life, or what i wanna do, it's about what He wants to do through me and what He's doing in this world.

alot of times i'm selfish and i'm living for the moments. good moments, bad moments. that's just totally a wrong perspective. in fact i compare the moments sometimes. no wonder we're never satisfied. but then, paradigm shift guys-- it's not about the moments, it's about a relationship with Jesus Christ my Lord. things will look different. even between the good times there are things to live for.

2. yeah, so it' s not about the moments. it's about relationships. it's about God, about Him. it's all about you, Jesus, and all this is for you, for your glory and your fame, it's not about me, as if you should do things my way, You alone are God and I surrender to your ways.