Maybe I am really such a bad conversationalist - such bad company. Not fun, always judging, always moody; always worried. No wonder people don't want to be with me. No wonder I get "daoed" on whatsapp chats and all that. No wonder no one wants to ask me out. No wonder I am such a bore, a chore, a slave. I have a medical condition and that keeps me from leading a normal life. I am not persevering.
What did I do wrong?
It's not about me is it.