hello everyone. must thank the singapore government for this little half-day we're going to have tomorow, which means i'm not going to school, and can enjoy just a bit more repose than usual. my life has descended into this rigorous lamborous routine of flipping through texts and doing math in a mechanical algorithm, saving only little portions here and there for any fancies of any kind, notably coming on to icq and listening to music and playing music and writing music and talking. ahhh but then we have to mug, haven't we.
i was mugging in the library french rev, and still haven't finished the terror..but i'm defintiely gonna try to finish it today....gotta start on napoleon before the end of tomorow, not mentioning thermidor. and origins of the cold war then beckons. how boring. sigh. only stopped by macs for some lunch at four with debbie, such a sad life isn't it. but today i wrote a pretty good song, it's a ballad, a boy-band style song but can be reintepreted with chinese lyrics, and it's pretty good, coz i haven't written a boy-band song in a long time, a melodic lovey-dovey song..it has been mostly rock, so i'm pretty pleased. ah well. small consolation, huh.
i don't know. probably it's gonna be hard for me to get a scholarship, huh? and now i'm too tired to really care, or think. bleagh

the thing is, we're all so mad we can't do anything about it. it's a rat race, and who knows when this will end? i hardly have time for any fun activities anyway. it's like, i can't smell, at all. i can't smell the rich aromas of my chocolate. it's just. oh. what's the next thing i've gotta reaD?