hello i just forgot what's been happening. but here's an update:

1. i think maybe sometimes God is trying to tell me to let go because i can feel that he is trying to tell me to let go. --> it is the failure to hold on that leaves me no choice, perhaps.

2. i went out with zhu and tony e other day and she was commenting that now all the girls will just hang around with their uni friends and just forget us guys in the army.
WHICH I TOTALLY AGREE. and that really sucks. because. well. damn did we waste everything??

actually this weekend has not been bad; it was quite nice. started off with going out with zhu and tony and hanging around in indochine nad at lido talking rubbish;...

i played soccer on sat nite which waas quite nice; even though not many people came and it was just 5 on 5, it was perhaps better because i got more touches on the ball; dribbled quite a bit...managed even to beat nat! twice! yeah=) and quite convincingly too. hmms. i like playing in indoor courts. scored a few....

...on to jamming on sunday which was nice; managed to keep the energy level going...makantime at adam road with the cheng-tng and mutton soup really brought back the nice, warm, level-headed buddy conversations which was really nice. wrote a nice song@!!! it's called 'maybe'...it's a little upbeat-pop thingg about how transient life really is. a bit of 'do you realise', perhaps. but not as profound and definitely not as good. nvm;;;;


aiya this week will be hectic.