Bipolarism

I think I'm bipolar - perhaps. Sometimes I can be talking talking talking and yaking away and you'll find you're talking to the most wonderful conversationalist on earth and other times I am strangely irritably non committal and distant. And when I am in my former stage I tend to talk too much. Far too much for my own good like yacking away on whatsapp and msn even if no one is listening. It's a character defect like I need attention. I won't even start to blame things like my musical artistic talents because we all know that is nothing more than an excuse - aa is aa. Thats it. There is nothing more to say than that you just need attention.


Especially with my OCD sometimes i don't want that attention because im afraid people will suss out the fact that I have OCD and think I'm weird. Or that my OCD wil consume me and make me do things I don't wanna do.

I know that Jesus loves me forever, eternally, and nothing can separate me from his love. O how I need his help to fulfill his good and wonderful plan for my life instead of being carried away on all sorts of currents.



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