you can't cheat God.

you can cheat man and pretend to be all nice when you are a scumbag inside.

I am not a nice person not one bit; I am too self absorbed and a lover of self.

God must help me..

you can't cheat God. you can cheat the world and men but God knows your heart. it is evil Shawn ? evil.

And you know what, only God through Christ can change my heart...