It's tough to be a single, and waiting, and  waiting for God to provide a suitable helper for me.

It's hard to trust God when I can't see anything; hard to trust God when there are no plans for my life that I can see. 

Why is it like that? 

is there really someone out there that god has in mind? 

Can I look past the here and the now and to see God's purpose for me being concrete and real?

I don't know.