I'm taking off tomorrow to watch holland v portugal. the match's coming up in a few minutes time ooh i can't wait it's my first euro 2004 match btw. how sad is that, army boy.

but it better be good, i am dying for it to be good.

i just realised that, at night, your mind is a mess and your hair is flimsy and everything's blurry and you feel almost drug-induced. but maybe it's just me. it's a crazy world.

you'll never know what's coming.

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WHY is it that people in society bond with their own kind? or like, in camp, it seems easier to talk to people from the same educational backgrounds and so on? before people start accusing me of being elitist and snobbish and so on, let me explain that it is not my intention; in fact i am questioning why such things still happen even when i deliberately make it a point to be conscious about that image i might give.

i do not think it is that people deliberately refuse to mix with people from above them, or below them, but probably because they are incapable of doing so, or do not find it comfortable to do so. for one, interests are different. because society shapes the interests of people, we are more likely to be interested in the same things as others who are part of the same sector of society. furthermore, it is a comfort zone, i guess, because we are always connected with our past.


you realise this can be extrapolated to the whole of singapore rite. and to the whole of the world.