today's service was awesome, about how to be a great Christian-- to identify with Christ, to serve Him, to know His will and to know Him and to follow Him, to remain faithful. this vs the world's definition of greatness, which is how much you have, how much you own, how much you can do, all that stuff. so the main objective of our life is to be great for God. to identify with him and be an ambassador for Him to the world.

you know, it's difficult.


let me know you Lord
let me know you more intimately, and well, than i've ever known before
let me know your sovereign will, and follow it
let me feel what you feel, feel your heartbeat
let me obey what you're telling me
not on my own strength but yours
not for my glory but yours
(this is not a song btw)

it's difficult, but it's the only way. everything else leads to ruin and drivel.


worship is great. i hope it's the start of something good again. another good trend, please. it's the nitty-gritties of life that will truly be the true test of my mettle, whether i can stand firm against temptation or succumb in a moment of weakness; whether i make the right decisions each and every long arduous day; whether i manage to say the right things at the right times. it's difficult. but everyday i will trust.