Another blog post and I've realised kind of that my blog audience is probably limited to just - me. Okay I probably haven't been VERY interesting, but then ARMY just isn't the thing to blog about. you won't want me to blog about civil defence people running around, my lack of sleep, ranting about my not-so-nice officers, about the people I'm pissed with, you get the idea.

But blogging does give the world a small microscope into the person I am. Not just what I've been doing in my life, but who I really am. Even the writing style conveys so much about a person. (of course it can be faked) - for example, just putting this stupid ( ) paratheses into the equation just conveyed to you, my dear reader, that I am extremely fickle. which is probably why i can't get any girl (see the rhyme here? - but then again, most bright people are, mozart was an absolute idiot - and here's another thread of thought) - - there just seems to be so many threads of thought in my mind that I wonder if I'm going crazy. I wonder just how I'm going to be a lawyer. One moment I'd be defending my client, and the next moment I might just say the wrong thing that'll up his sentence from a jail sentence to death or something.

ah i'm messed up (my mum says cannot use 'screw'). i went with kevin and jon late night to jazz at southbridge and later on with darren to eski bar and it was fun. i went to eat bak kut teh. and what was fun was hanging out with the scones after chruch practice on monday night befroe hari-raya-haji to sing stupid songs like 'part of your world', 'elephant love medley' at the top of your voice along the esplanade and walking towards the merlion. and prancing around with the girls and all that.

i just wish i were more secure. sigh. more security would give me a lot more peace that our Lord loves me and He just loves me even though sometimes He stays silent.