Just to confirm I'm screwed up, here's a song that was written by yours truly (me) some 1o years ago, when I was just, 13. Not even pubescent yet. And how moronic I was, and how sad, and how psychotic.

I think about my family - Shawn Poon


....(i can't remember the first few lines - the verse)
"Paranoid fears, grip me never let me go
Thinking there's a bomb over my head
Anytime my fate would be sealed
Whether I would go to heaven
Or the depths of hell
But sweetheart, I really wanna see you next morning
I don't wanna go

And when we walk through the depths of hell
I wonder where we will reside
And when I think my life's not worth living
I think about my family"

morbid, ain't it. maybe just a little poetic. oh for a 13 year old. cut me some slack.