It's really a blessing in disguise to have to do phone KP duty (in the afternoons, during lunch), because it means that, when others are gone from the office and all, i can have really long, quiet, quality time with God and do my quiet time then, which will allow me to walk better with Him, when i need to be strong in Him to be a good testimony and to help me walk right and find peace/joy/true love. because this is my destiny. i cannot help but want to seek my Maker, for it is the source and goal. it is a 'zero', the base, just as any building has a base, so my base is God.
it is as simple as that. we can build our nice buildings on top of each other, and all, but if the base isn't right, everything falls. everything.

daily i surrender to you, everyday. take my life and let it be songs of praise to you O lord.

let it be.